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MIRACLES & SIN
Heading into the storm
 Eyes wide open
 Into this world we’re born
 Clean and unbroken
Stumbling around in the harsh bright light
 Magic in the wind
 Tears in the laughter
 Miracles and sin
Slogans and wishful thinking
 Dust and rubble and smoke
 What the hell were you drinking?
 Was it all a sick joke?
 Was it all a sick joke?
You’ve seen Heaven
 And you’ve seen Hell
 You came back
 With a story to tell
 It’s been a long dark night of the soul
 One bad swerve and you’re back in this hole
We drop the ball
 Make bad calls
 We live together or perish alone
 And on down the road
 We stand in our own way
Humbled by the bright white light
 Winter in the wind
 You crash and then you take flight
 Miracles and sin
Slogans and wishful thinking
 Dust and rubble and smoke
 What the hell were you drinking?
 Was it all a sick joke?
 Was it all a sick joke?
Don’t let the scars burn you in your dreams at night
 Don’t let them drown your soul
 Don’t let it kill the light….
 Don’t let them drown your soul
 Don’t let it kill the light….
 Na nanana…. Na nananana
Derek Christie 092620
©SAC ® SOCAN 2021
THIN AIR
Full steam ahead
 Straight into the steel wall
 We’re now stuck on a runaway train
 Speed of light from the first crawl
 I wait for you in the midnight rain
The tallest tower
 In the square
 Take the back streets
 Meet me there
 We will put this thing to rest
 And all this will be gone
All these things
 You deem your rights
 Will now vanish
 In thin air
Ours is a dark road
 Avoid the light
 It should be done
 Just before dawn
 Looking back
 So many years
 It was a promise
 We could never keep
 On the run
 We are victims of ourselves
The tallest tower
 In the square
 Take the back streets
 Meet me there
 We will put this thing to rest
 And all this will be gone
All these things
 You deem your rights
 Will now vanish
 In thin air
Whatever dreams you had
 Those fairy tales
 Your Super Heroes
 Took the red eye home
 To no one
 Nowhere
The tallest tower
In the square
 Take the back streets
 Meet me there
 We will put this thing to rest
 And all this will be gone
All these things
 You deem your rights
 Will now vanish
 In thin air
Derek Christie 080420
© SAC ® SOCAN 2022
PATRON SAINT OF THE LOST
St Anthony is missing
They’re searching nationwide
Through the underground and back channels
Where mercy maybe hides
Didn’t leave a paper trail
No blood, no DNA
No message to the faithful
They’re thinking foul play
Staring up at the empty sky
The Heavens seem to fade
We’re all alone in this silence
Where the children used to play 
Now we’re calling out to you
Patron Saint of The Lost
And the rent is long past due
Patron Saint of The Lost
I’m putting out a signal
Up and down the dial
They’re jamming all the frequencies
For a couple hundred miles
I’ve been listening for your voice again
Ever since they shut you down
That day the darkness came along
And crushed our little town 
Staring up at the empty sky
The Heavens seem to fade
We’re all alone in this silence
Where the children used to play
Now we’re calling out to you
Patron Saint of The Lost
And the rent is long past due
Patron Saint of The Lost 
The dark angel
Has run us into the rocks
He hides in plain sight
Through the day
At night he comes out
And lurks around in the shadows
Now we can’t find our way 
Now we’re calling out to you
Patron Saint of The Lost
And the rent is long past due
Patron Saint of The Lost
Now we’re calling out to you
Patron Saint of The Lost
And the rent is long past due
Patron Saint of The Lost
We’re calling out to you… 
Derek Christie 120121
© SAC ® SOCAN 2021
WHILE WE WERE SLEEPING
While we were sleeping
 They cut off the air
 The reapers came reaping
 And tore down the fair
 While we were sleeping
 The channel got switched
 The Lord is done keeping
 Ain’t karma a bitch?
Wake up
 To a set of new conditions
 Are we gonna find a way back home?
 (WAKE UP)
 Is this a dream?
 Is this a lie?
 (WAKE UP)
 A single bullet theory
 Or a lullaby
While we were sleeping
 They went and crashed the car
 The creeps came creeping
 And drained the bar
 While we were sleeping
 The river ran dry
 Those in the shadows
 Set fire to the sky
Wake up
 And it feels like perdition
 Are we gonna find a way back home?
 (WAKE UP)
 Is this a dream?
 Is this a lie?
 (WAKE UP)
 A single bullet theory
 Or a lullaby
While we were sleeping
 The Guard surrendered
 Handed their arms
 To The Great Pretender
 Hyenas and jackals
 Lined up and down the streets
 While we were sleeping
 We conceded defeat
Wake up
 We’re on a brand new mission
 Are we gonna find our way back home?
 Is this a dream?
 Is this a lie?
 (WAKE UP)
 A single bullet theory
 Or a lullaby
 (WAKE UP)
 Was it a scream?
 Or an infant’s cry
 (WAKE UP)
 That triggered a hurricane
 (WAKE UP)
 The wings of a butterfly
 Is this a dream?
 Is this a dream?
 Is this a dream?
 I this is a dream?
 Is this a dream
 Is this a lie?
 Is this a dream
 Is this a lie?
Derek Christie 061920
© SAC ® SOCAN
LONG DARK WINTER
She fell hard
 She fell fast
When the heavy rain surrounded us
 And a bitter wind came knocking
 She couldn’t stand the cold
She was taken in her sleep
 We just couldn’t get our arms around her
On the streets of Manhattan
 To the hills of BeinnEighe
It’ll haunt you through the night time
 It’ll follow you by day
It’s been a long dark winter
 There was nothing we could do
A long dark winter
 Now I’m reaching out to you
It’s been a long dark winter
Walk with me now my love
 To where the missing pieces lay
 To the place where we let her rest
 On that gentle summer day
 Even when the crowd is loud
 Or the room is warm and full
 I still hear her voice in my head
 As she’s heading out to play
From the ruins of ancient Babylon
 In every village square
 It’ll hunt you down and find you
 As it travels through the air
It’s been a long dark Winter
 There was nothing we could do
 A long dark Winter
 I’m and I’m reaching out to you
 It’s been a long dark winter
It’ll kick you when you’re weak
 Trick you if you’re strong
 Leave you frail and breathless
 It will steal the Robin’s song
 It will creep up through the floorboards
 Seep in late at night
 Punch you in the light of day
 It knows no wrong or right
It’s been a long dark winter
 There was nothing we could do
A long dark winter
 Now I’m reaching out to you
It’s been a long dark winter
It’s been a long dark winter
It’s been a long dark winter
Derek Christie 111420
© SAC ® SOCAN
STRANGE CONTRADICTION
The city glows like a distant fire
 A far off drum
 A lonesome train
 The street light shines on an empty corner
 The sweet caress of an August rain
We are dark and light
 So I’m told
 Day and night
 Young and old
 We turn left
 Then we turn right
 Rust and gold
 Strange contradiction in my soul
 In my soul
I am far away from my home
 I walk lost down this quiet lane
 I left my world for a golden dream
 Milk and honey
 And the price of pain
We are dark and light
 So I’m told
 East and West
 Rock ‘n roll
 At our worst and at our best
 You can’t break the mold
 Strange contradiction in my soul
 In my soul
We are dark and light
 So I’m told
 Day and night
 Young and old
 We turn left
 Then we turn right
 Rust and gold
 Strange contradiction in my soul
 In my soul
We are dark and light
 So I’m told
 East and West
 Rock ‘n roll
 At our worst and at our best
 You can’t break the mold
 Strange contradiction in my soul
 In my soul
 In my soul
Derek Christie 092020
© SAC ® SOAN
THE WRONG SIDE
We’re waking up
 On the wrong side
 At the edge of town
 Where the sky went black
 We’re waking up
 On the wrong side
 Don’t look down
 Don’t look back
We’re waking up
 On the wrong side of history
 We’re waking up
 On the wrong side
It’s been a long ride
 Down this broken path
 Burning in the sun (Nowhere to run)
 We’re on the wrong side  
As you open your eyes
 From this Winter slumber
 A deep long sigh
 Something’s not quite right
 Many months of grey
 Have gone and done a number
 We’re on the other side
 Of an endless night
It’s the end of the ride
 We are reborn humbled
 Long dark shadows
 Have faded into light
 Will we run free…
 Living unencumbered?
 There’s a bold new lie
 And you’ll feel its bite
We’re waking up
 On the wrong side of history
 We’re waking up
 On the wrong side
It’s been a long ride
 Down this broken path
 Burning in the sun
 We’re on the wrong side  
It’s been a long ride
 Down this broken path
 Nowhere to run
 We’re on the wrong side  
Derek Christie 121920
© SAC ® SOCAN 2022
SAFE WORD
Sharp sun
 White sky
 Burning bright
 In your eyes
 Broken road
 Missed the stairs
 Hear the water
 As it starts to rise
Houses on fire
 Death in the air
 You’re all alone on this ride
 Screaming tires
 Millennial stare
 Dueling drive by suicide
Can’t find your way
Don’t remember your name
You forgot your safe word
Road rash
 VIP Pass
Rug burns
 Broken glass
 No smile
 For the mug shot file
 You forgot your safe word
Been bruised
 And beat up bad
 Crashed the party
 Missed the landing pad
 Face first
 Into the ground
 Guess you never learned
From things gone mad
Crawling home again
 No light to guide you
 Well on your way down the hole
 Stumbling ‘round
On the jagged rocks
 As the waves come crashing
 Can’t find your way
Don’t remember your name
You forgot your safe word
Road rash
 VIP Pass
Rug burns
 Broken glass
 No smile
 For the mug shot file
 You forgot your safe word
Every last cent
 Was spent
On your descent
 No idea at all
Where all the money went
 Every last cent
 Was spent
On your descent
 No idea at all
Where all the money went
No smile
 For the mug shot file
 You forgot your safe word
Road rash
 VIP Pass
Rug burns
 Broken glass
No smile
 For the mug shot file
 You forgot your safe word
Road rash
 Fist up the ass
Rug burns
 Broken glass
No smile
 For the mug shot file
 You forgot your safe word
Derek Christie 111920
© SAC ® SOCAN
BEAUTIFUL DISASTER
She’s a beautiful disaster
Laying wreckage in her wake
Disorder on arrival
The Queen of Disarray
A clear and present danger
A storm inside a storm
Rage on the horizon
Chaos taking form
Static on your radio
You see and hear the signs
As you feel her getting closer
A chill runs up your spine 
And after the flood
You’re all on your own
Like all the other fools 
She’s a beautiful disaster
You thought you liked it rough
A beautiful disaster
But you can’t get enough
You just can’t get enough 
She’s a beautiful disaster
Darkening the sky
Burning through your village
Taking out your pride
She’ll leave you no protection  
Renege on every deal
An exit wound on entry
A scar that never heals
A beautiful disaster
She’ll fill you with regret
You’ll be waking up tomorrow
And wish you’d never met
And after the flood
You’re all on your own
Like all the other fools 
She’s a beautiful disaster
You thought you liked it rough
A beautiful disaster
But you can’t get enough
You just can’t get enough 
When all your plans have been swept away
It’s only then you’d realize she was never going to stay 
And after the flood
You’re all on your own
Like all the other fools 
She’s a beautiful disaster
You thought you liked it rough
A beautiful disaster
But you can’t get enough
You just can’t get enough
She’s a beautiful disaster
You thought you liked it rough
A beautiful disaster
But you can’t get enough
You just can’t get enough
She’s a beautiful disaster
A beautiful disaster 
Derek Christie 011621
© SAC ® SOCAN 2022
BEYOND THE RUBICON
Something at the end of our street
Something trying to pierce the fog
Shadows dancing on the concrete
Stirring up the cats and dogs
People running down the stairs
Blinded by the flashing lights
Smoke ploughs through the pre-dawn air
This anger has an appetite
The storm has come
Now blood will run
There’s a deep chill in the air 
We already passed the crossroads
Long before the break of dawn
Don’t know where we’re going
…all I know 
Is we’re far beyond The Rubicon
We know how we got here
We know who stoked the fire
Runaway train with a payload of pain
Fueled by fear and lies
It was easy to divide and conquer
Demonize ‘the other’ … make them sin
Now we’re turning on each other
Sister and brother
‘Us and them’… is the enemy within 
The storm has come
Now blood will run
There’s a deep chill in the air 
We already passed the crossroads
Long before the break of dawn
Don’t know where we’re going
…all I know 
Is we’re far beyond The Rubicon
We already passed the crossroads
Long before the break of dawn
Don’t know where we’re going
…all I know 
Is we’re far beyond The Rubicon
Derek Christie 012421
© SAC ® SOCAN 2022
WE WILL FIND OUR WAY
We have walked
 Under skies of fire
 Through the dark of night
 To where the river died
 There’s a light on the horizon
 As the ice begins to crack
 There’s a small town
 Where you once lived
 Down along the track
We’ll get through this weather
 If we do it together
Walk with me
 Now take my hand
 By your side I’ll stay
 A million miles from troubled times
 We will find our way
This open road
 It calls your name
 As a new November snow starts falling
 When this endless highway
 Takes a turn
 Curves around
 And brings you back
 To the place where you once lived
 Before the sky went black
We’ll get through this weather
 If we do it together
Walk with me
 Now take my hand
 By your side I’ll stay
 A million miles from troubled times
 We will find our way
And those we’ve lost along the way
 Will still be with us
 At the table
 In our hearts…
 In every dream
We’ll get through this weather
 If we do it together
Walk with me
 Now take my hand
 By your side I’ll stay
 A million miles from troubled times
 We will find our way
We’ll get through this weather
 If we do it together
Walk with me
 Now take my hand
 By your side I’ll stay
 We will find a safe place to land
 We will find our way
 We will find our way
 We will find our way
 We’ll get through this weather
 If we do it together
 We will find our way
Derek Christie 020921
© SAC ® SOCAN 2022
CREDITS
Mayday Music
Mayday Music is: Derek Christie/Jon James
Produced, Recorded and Mixed by Jon James
@Coach House and Big Tent 2020 – 22
Artwork and Design by: Jon James
Mastered By: Joao Carvalho Mastering
Website: Lianna Boncore, Ryan Cowan
Additional Vocals @ NoiseCave and Kieran’s Place
Additional Drums recorded by brilliantfish
Jon James: guitars (electric/acoustic), bass, drums, piano, synthesizers,
percussion, samples and loops, programming and sequencing, backing vocals
Derek Christie: vocals, harmonica, acoustic guitar (’Crawl’)
Laurelle Augustyn: backing vocals
Kieran Christie: backing vocals (’Patron Saint of the Lost’)
brilliantfish: additional drums (’While We Were Sleeping’)
Coyote Pack of the Baif Lands: group yip howling (’While We Were Sleeping’)
Winston: speechification (’While We Were Sleeping’)
Mayday Music would like to Thank:
Laurelle Augustyn, brilliantfish, Rein Vares, Kieran Christie, Deb Bomback,
Special Thanks To: Joao, Bryan and Chris @ Joao Carvalho Mastering
Additionally, Jon would like to thank his family: Dawn, Jamie, Zoe, Mom and Dad and Friends:
Stephen Snitman, Raynor Burke (For Always being There), Ari Lehavi (for the Inspiration and
the late nights in Toronto, Budapest, Athens and Barcelona)
Additionally, Derek would like to thank: Family and friends, Karen Shapiro Cilevitz,
George Guerra
Miracles & Sin
Birthed during the pandemic lockdown of 2020 – 21, the songs of Mayday Music
spring from a musical cauldron comprised of decades of shared experience,
influence and sensibility. This first chapter is a collection of observations
and stories from the frontlines of human experience, with all its tragedy
and joy, dark and light, and miracles and sin.
Miracles & Sin
Thin Air
Patron Saint of The Lost
While We Were Sleeping
Long Dark Winter
Strange Contradiction
The Wrong Side
Crawl
Safe Word
Beautiful Disaster
Beyond The Rubicon
We Will Find Our Way
All Songs Written by: Derek Christie/Jon James
Published by Mayday Music
© SAC, ® SOCAN 2022
C + P 2022 Big Tent Productions
maydaymusic.com
